Tuesday, October 11, 2011

loving people is hard

especially when you used to date for 5 years and now they don't want to see you but you still just want to take care of them and make everything better but you don't know how to and they won't let you anyway and instead everything just seems to have turned to shit and and i just want you to be happy and okay and for it to be okay even if that means we're not okay. but you're not, and we're not, and i just don't know what to do. i know it's not my job to fix things for you but i will always love you and i guess for me loving you also means wanting to fix everything for you because loving you means dying inside every time i see you hurt and lately you seem to hurt all the time.

but i can't fix it. (i've tried). i wish i could.

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